A Long Transition to Acceptance
Once burdened by the death of Bias, his close friend and roommate of four years, Jeff Baxter now talks comfortably about the trying times he endured in the few years that followed. He agreed to be interviewed for Without Bias but says that in the past he has mostly been very guarded about what he has discussed. Baxter agreed to talk at length because he says he has nothing to hide. “It took a while for me to come to grips with it,” he says. “I avoided countless interviews with numerous people over the years, and only because I thought at the time that it may be a target session for Coach Driesell and Lenny’s family. I can see why it haunts a lot of people.”
Baxter says that, until a few years ago, something would happen every day that would make him think about Bias. Now, he mostly reflects on his friend and teammate only when asked. At the D.C.- area premiere of Without Bias in 2010, Baxter abruptly walked away from the entrance before the showing when he saw cameras. He says he waited across the street until the excitement faded. “That wasn’t a celebratory moment to me,” he says.“That wasn’t a moment to gain or regain fame.” During a bathroom break that night, Baxter spotted Steve Francis, a Maryland star for just one year in 1998 before joining the NBA. Francis was crying so hysterically that Baxter remembers him barely able to stand up. “He said ‘You guys were the reason I went [to Maryland],’ ” says Baxter. “But I’m sure he meant Lenny, because he was the star.” To Baxter, Bias’s legacy is simple: He was a great basketball player who made a bad choice. As he sat alone at the Saloun the evening of June 19, 1986, Baxter realized that life was too short and that one never knows what will happen next. He says Bias’s death solidified lessons his parents had taught him. “You’ve just got to be careful about the choices you make, because not all of them are going to be right,” he says.
Excerpted from the book, Born Ready: the Mixed Legacy of Len Bias
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